Who: Edwin, Sayang's Dar, Kitty's Puppy, Angel's Devil
What: Male
When: 21/09/1984 (Virgo/Mice)
Where: Singapore
How: Erm...... Ah..... Eh..... Haha.....
Why: To love, to hug, to kiss and to take care of Sayang
Whose: Sayang
Friends' Review:
"edwin-ahhhhhhhh....heh..yea yea i
still love u anyway fer being tt
maniacal lil bully tt u are..heh..i
tell u guys this guy is a GEM!!big
macho facade but a real fren a real
softie..miss his idiosyncrasies, most
of all his dark satirical humor..he
was one of e lights in my class back
in ny...dude dun let e dogs out ye
hear?aight man, crash..." Syah, 02112003
"was my section mate during BMT.. was a
very good friend during those times..
missed those times where we will be
crapping together in bunk and playing
daidee... and bitching about certain
people in our section.. *wink* must
keep in touch ya?" Eugene, 02112003
"Known u 4 only 4 months in BMT but we
gone thru' alot of shit together......
muz endure somemore till ORD lehhhh......" Kangwei, 01112003
"yo friend.. how life been for u?? long
time never meet up liao.. take care..
anyway been friend for 12 yrs liao..
long indeed. from pri to sec to jc.. a
nice and joyful friend to be with..
funny and talk cock at times.. think
know u the longest wan here.. hey
girls! nice guy to be with... :)" Zhiyao, 23102003
"Aww come on, let's face it -- Eddie has
this ridiculous, streakish and backlash
humour that nobody in his teens would
harbour for, has a craving for or
appreciate. Maybe there are many more
guys with a more serious humour problem
than him, I do not know, but this guy
definitely has a penchant for idiotic
sub-zero ironies and jokes comin' out
from none other than the freeZer! Other
than that, i know him as this sensitive
fella with own high standards of
himself, without crazy whims, but is
pliant, adaptable wif some bits of
emotional waves in his subconsciousness
but most importantly, he's truly a loyal
friend who keeps a storage trunk smwhere
buried in the back of his head for those
memories you once shared with him." Layling, 20102003
forever loving you...
its not because you are feeling depressed or fustrated or anythg...
it because of this words:
WHY CAN'T U GO TO SLP AND LEAVE ME ALONE????
the words cut so deep...
it hurts so much...
i dun even know what i can do now...
if i can really fall asleep now...
what does it mean?
sayang... you know i love you...
and i'll be there no matter what...
but why are you not telling me anything?
why do you have to keep doing this to me again and again... time after time....
why you keep saying that you are not worthy of me?
i've told you i dun mind your past...
i love you for who you are...
what else is there that u cant tell me?
i dunno...
i only know i wont be able to sleep tonight...
and if u are not going to sch tmr...
i dun think i'm gg too...
there's no point...
i'll spend the whole day worryied and distracted...
NO POINT....
tears are falling as i'm typing this post...
you are refusing to tell me whats wrong...
you are refusing to pick up my call...
you are refusing everything...
i dunno what i can do anymore...
maybe i should just leave you alone...
but i cant...
i really cant do it...
feeling so useless now...
seeing you so depressed now..
and yet there is nothing i can do for you...
it really seemed like i've brought you nothing but misery...
think of how many times that i've made you unhappy..
and of the times that you were unhappy becos of me...
there seems to be more tears than laughter...
i dunno...
if this is a mistake... which i really hope it isnt...
maybe...
but i want you to know that i love you...
and i'll always do...
sayang...
i'm always here for you...
9:15 pm