Who: Edwin, Sayang's Dar, Kitty's Puppy, Angel's Devil
What: Male
When: 21/09/1984 (Virgo/Mice)
Where: Singapore
How: Erm...... Ah..... Eh..... Haha.....
Why: To love, to hug, to kiss and to take care of Sayang
Whose: Sayang
Friends' Review:
"edwin-ahhhhhhhh....heh..yea yea i
still love u anyway fer being tt
maniacal lil bully tt u are..heh..i
tell u guys this guy is a GEM!!big
macho facade but a real fren a real
softie..miss his idiosyncrasies, most
of all his dark satirical humor..he
was one of e lights in my class back
in ny...dude dun let e dogs out ye
hear?aight man, crash..." Syah, 02112003
"was my section mate during BMT.. was a
very good friend during those times..
missed those times where we will be
crapping together in bunk and playing
daidee... and bitching about certain
people in our section.. *wink* must
keep in touch ya?" Eugene, 02112003
"Known u 4 only 4 months in BMT but we
gone thru' alot of shit together......
muz endure somemore till ORD lehhhh......" Kangwei, 01112003
"yo friend.. how life been for u?? long
time never meet up liao.. take care..
anyway been friend for 12 yrs liao..
long indeed. from pri to sec to jc.. a
nice and joyful friend to be with..
funny and talk cock at times.. think
know u the longest wan here.. hey
girls! nice guy to be with... :)" Zhiyao, 23102003
"Aww come on, let's face it -- Eddie has
this ridiculous, streakish and backlash
humour that nobody in his teens would
harbour for, has a craving for or
appreciate. Maybe there are many more
guys with a more serious humour problem
than him, I do not know, but this guy
definitely has a penchant for idiotic
sub-zero ironies and jokes comin' out
from none other than the freeZer! Other
than that, i know him as this sensitive
fella with own high standards of
himself, without crazy whims, but is
pliant, adaptable wif some bits of
emotional waves in his subconsciousness
but most importantly, he's truly a loyal
friend who keeps a storage trunk smwhere
buried in the back of his head for those
memories you once shared with him." Layling, 20102003
forever loving you...
Can't really be bothered...
Can't even say I did watched the match...
Was crying most of the time...
Halfway through the match, I suddenly have this burning question that I want to ask you...
But I dunno how...
I need to ask you personally...
Maybe I will, maybe I won't...
I dunno, I really dunno...
I've seen many people being hurt... And I've been hurt...
Really scared of being hurt again...
I will not hurt you...
Will you?
I dunno, I really dunno...
Getting really really emotional now...
Trying very hard to hold back my tears...
But I can't...
Maybe I'll feel better after crying?
I dunno, I really dunno...
I really hate being so pessimistic all the time...
Why do I keep thinking of the bad things?
Why do I keep thinking people only wants to make use of me?
Why?
I dunno, I really dunno...
Feeling really really sick right now...
But I dun think I can fall asleep anytime soon...
Feeling really lost and lonely now...
Dunno how to make myself feel better also...
I dunno, I really dunno...
Sayang, I really dunno whats wrong with me?
Keep having all these nonsensical questions...
Maybe I am really scared of being hurt...
Maybe I think I am not good enough for you...
I dunno, I really dunno...
Sayang, what I know now is that,
I need you by my side...
I need to feel your love...
I need to feel your existence...
I need you...
I really really love you...
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