Who: Edwin, Sayang's Dar, Kitty's Puppy, Angel's Devil
What: Male
When: 21/09/1984 (Virgo/Mice)
Where: Singapore
How: Erm...... Ah..... Eh..... Haha.....
Why: To love, to hug, to kiss and to take care of Sayang
Whose: Sayang
Friends' Review:
"edwin-ahhhhhhhh....heh..yea yea i
still love u anyway fer being tt
maniacal lil bully tt u are..heh..i
tell u guys this guy is a GEM!!big
macho facade but a real fren a real
softie..miss his idiosyncrasies, most
of all his dark satirical humor..he
was one of e lights in my class back
in ny...dude dun let e dogs out ye
hear?aight man, crash..." Syah, 02112003
"was my section mate during BMT.. was a
very good friend during those times..
missed those times where we will be
crapping together in bunk and playing
daidee... and bitching about certain
people in our section.. *wink* must
keep in touch ya?" Eugene, 02112003
"Known u 4 only 4 months in BMT but we
gone thru' alot of shit together......
muz endure somemore till ORD lehhhh......" Kangwei, 01112003
"yo friend.. how life been for u?? long
time never meet up liao.. take care..
anyway been friend for 12 yrs liao..
long indeed. from pri to sec to jc.. a
nice and joyful friend to be with..
funny and talk cock at times.. think
know u the longest wan here.. hey
girls! nice guy to be with... :)" Zhiyao, 23102003
"Aww come on, let's face it -- Eddie has
this ridiculous, streakish and backlash
humour that nobody in his teens would
harbour for, has a craving for or
appreciate. Maybe there are many more
guys with a more serious humour problem
than him, I do not know, but this guy
definitely has a penchant for idiotic
sub-zero ironies and jokes comin' out
from none other than the freeZer! Other
than that, i know him as this sensitive
fella with own high standards of
himself, without crazy whims, but is
pliant, adaptable wif some bits of
emotional waves in his subconsciousness
but most importantly, he's truly a loyal
friend who keeps a storage trunk smwhere
buried in the back of his head for those
memories you once shared with him." Layling, 20102003
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I'm very very scared. I really dunno why my chest hurts so much. But I'm very scared that... Sayang, pls dun do this to me anymore. I'm so sorry, but I'm very scared that one day, the pain will lead to something else. I'm very scared.
Sayang, please. Please let this be the very very very very last time. You have promised me this countless times before. Please let this be the very last...
I'm not blaming you for anything. I'm not angry with you also. Because I love you sayang. I love you so much. Thats why it hurts me so much everytime you are like this. Sometimes, I just feel so useless. Not being able to do anything to help you at all. Sorry...
Please, please just let me know. Its ok de. Thats what I'm here for. You don't have to worry that I'll get worried. In fact, I'll worry even more if you don't tell me anything. Sayang, please. You can tell me anything. Its not like in the past already, I'll always be here for you.
Just looked at the mirror, think there'll be some nasty bruises on my chest tomorrow. Feeling very giddy now. Having a bad headache also. Dunno why...
Sayang, dun say sorry and dun cry. Its not your fault.
Sayang, I love you.
5:46 pm
after talking to you on the phone...
now i cant wait to see you...
love you so much sayang...
*muacks*
9:48 am
feel so good finally hearing your voice again...
love you so much...
*muacks*
7:05 am
was waiting anxiously le...
then suddenly the alarm...
tot it was you...
my heart almost skipped a beat...
too excited...
love you so much sayang...
6:16 am
6:03 am
waiting for it to ring...
anxious to hear your voice...
anxious and excited...
love you so much so much sayang...
cant wait to see you later today...
love you sayang...
*muacks*
6:00 am
sorry sayang...
sorry...
5:58 am
starting to wonder if my phone is working again...
anxious...
cant wait to hear your voice...
love you so much sayang...
just hearing your voice would make my day...
love you forever...
*MUACKS*
5:56 am
you are back!!!
yes!!!
now i'm just waiting for you to reach home...
so that you can call me...
so that i can hear your voice finally...
anxious...
5:26 am
have you arrived?
staring at teletext now...
but they not showing any info for your flight...
argh...
pls make a sound soon phone...
is my phone working?
5:17 am
bringing both phone with me...
in case you arrive early...
love you sayang...
love you lots...
4:52 am
Argh...
Mr Time, can you move any faster?
I'm really missing my sayang a lot le...
Can you move faster so that I can see her again?
Argh!!!
4:20 am
how could i fall asleep...
argh...
sorry sayang...
promise to wait by the phone...
but i fell asleep...
argh...
sorry...
*sobs*
4:08 am
Santa, can i have the remote control from Click?
i just want to ffwd till i meet sayang...
then i will return it back to you...
pls... pls... pls...
3:20 am
argh...
but i wont be sleeping...
will be waiting by my phone for THE MSG...
2:46 am
nothing to do again...
nvm...
will continue to pray for your safety sayang...
love you lots...
2:41 am
Pls return my Sayang to me safely...
Pls protect my Sayang from all harm...
Pls bless my Sayang...
Pls make the wait shorter...
Pls...
I love her so much...
I dun wan anything to happen to her...
Pls...
I'm begging you...
2:32 am
3 more agonising hours...
the wait is killing me...
argh!!!
2:20 am
hm... everytime i have steamboat...
sure LS...
wonder whats wrong...
2:02 am
time just seems to crawl by more and more slowly...
argh...
1:45 am
so that when i see you later...
i'll look neat...
love you sayang...
love you so much...
love you forever...
1:27 am
thats all i have to wait says my sis...
to me it seems like forever...
it so torturous...
mssing you like crazy now...
1:20 am
haiz... too bad not eating with you...
miss you sayang...
praying that you'll come back to me safely...
love you lots...
1:15 am
hm...
seems like its gonna rain soon...
how nice...
on a night like this...
when i missing you like crazy...
ARGH!!!
1:00 am
1220am le...
5 more hrs...
time just seem so slow whenever you are looking forward to something...
argh...
its killing me...
dying to see you sayang...
dying to hear you sayang...
dying to hold you sayang...
love you lots...
*muacks*
SAYANG, I LOVE YOU!!!
12:20 am
feeling a bit hungry...
decided i'm going to eat afterall...
sayang, really cant wait for you to be back...
missing you like crazy...
love you lots...
12:07 am
will be thinking of you all the while...
remembering the times...
love you sayang...
*muacks*
12:00 am
168 hrs...
10080 mins...
604800 secs...
not a single second passed by without you on my mind...
really missing you a lot a lot sayang...
really cant wait to see you...
love you so much so much...
*muacks*
I LOVE YOU!!!
11:58 pm
praying to god for your safe return...
dowan anything to happen to you...
cant imagine what will happen to me if...
*touch wood*
love you sayang...
cant wait to see you...
*muacks*
11:53 pm
'boarding' you said...
you know how much this word relieved me...
was very very worried just now...
getting worried again...
cos you are taking a plane...
wont be able to sleep...
will be praying for you all the while...
love you lots sayang...
love you forever...
11:46 pm
but no reply...
so i tried to give you miss call...
but cant get through to you...
really really very very worried now...
wondering whats wrong...
*sobs*
11:43 pm
you should be boarding the plane le...
yet still no msg from you...
wondering whats wrong...
getting a bit worried...
11:28 pm
6 more hours...
the wait is really killing me...
how i wish i can fast forward time...
so that i can see you sooner...
miss you sayang...
miss you dearly...
love you...
11:20 pm
not really interested...
feeling kinda excited...
cos you are coming back...
cant wait to see you...
miss you too much already...
love you lots...
11:12 pm
luckily, i dun need to send them to MRT station...
feeling kinda lazy...
hehe...
miss you sayang...
love you lots...
cant wait to see you...
11:10 pm
tummy ache...
think its the coffee...
gtg...
*ouch*
10:58 pm
to put the night parking coupon...
msged you but no reply yet...
took a walk downstairs...
feeling very very lonely and excited...
sianz...
cant wait to see you sayang...
missing you like crazy...
*muacks*
love you...
10:51 pm
420 mins...
25200 secs...
thats how long i have to wait before i can fully relax myself...
really cant wait to see you again sayang...
love you lots...
*muacks*
miss you...
10:18 pm
200 since you are gone...
thats how much i love you...
thats how much i miss you...
dunno why i just want you to know whatever was happening to me this few days...
dunno why...
sorry if you are shocked at the amount of crap...
sorry if you have to waste a lot of time reading them...
sorry...
i love you...
10:10 pm
was bored...
totally nothing to do...
missing you like crazy now...
esp when you are coming back soon and yet time is still climbing so slowly...
argh...
10:00 pm
really getting a hang of how to make it real nice...
dun feel like having dinner yet...
still feeling very very full...
feeling very very excited now...
getting closer to the time you are returning to me...
love you lots sayang...
9:29 pm
i cant believe it...
time is going by so slowly...
argh!!!
why?!?!?!
i really cant wait to see you sayang...
9:20 pm
kinda like one of the lines inside...
"To infinity and beyond..."
just like our love...
lasting forever...
neverending...
forever strong...
I LOVE YOU SAYANG...
8:38 pm
they are missing their mommy lots...
me too...
love you..
8:22 pm
was trying to get rid of all the dead skin on my face...
took some photos...
dun you think i look like i'm from some african tribe?
8:19 pm
and having no idea what to do...
sian...
stoning...
8:16 pm
kinda scary...
didnt know that i actually enter so much entries these few days...
maybe i was just trying to keep myself occupied...
sorry sayang...
sorry for giving you so much nonsense to read...
sorry...
8:08 pm
went to put the coupon for tonight...
haven't buy the season parking yet...
walk around the void deck a bit...
trying to search for some wood pieces...
the wood pieces that you are looking for...
you see...
whatever i do...
i'm thinking of you...
you are always on my mind...
love you lots sayang...
i really do...
just want to be with you forever...
only you...
no one else...
8:04 pm
but i know for sure my dad wont allow...
haiz...
why are you moving so slow?
cant you just move a bit faster?
stupid time...
7:52 pm
parents and 2nd sis having dinner now...
1st sis and friends playing and chit-chatting...
left me... lonely and no one to talk to...
really missing you now...
haiz...
*sobs*
7:44 pm
missing you like crazy now sayang...
how i wish i'm with you now...
why is time crawling by so slowly?
haiz... really missing you like crazy...
love you lots sayang...
7:37 pm
10 more hours and you'll be back...
getting all excited just at the thought of it...
love you sayang...
wondering what are you doing right now...
wondering if you are as excited as me now...
love you lots sayang...
love you forever...
*muacks*
7:20 pm
made to finish everything just now...
die... how to have the steamboat later?
maybe can... if i have my "dinner" at 11pm?
wont be sleeping anyway... so why not?
love you sayang...
really cant wait for you to be back...
*muacks*
6:36 pm
nope not makan...
mommy bought indian rojak...
miss you sayang...
love you lots...
6:10 pm
thats how long i have to wait before you'll be back in singapore...
thats how long i will be staying awake so that i can be sure...
thats how long i will remain worried before i hear from you...
love you sayang...
love you so much...
missing you dearly...
really cant wait to see you again...
5:35 pm
mom drag dad out to fetch the friends too...
trying to show off only...
like we're really that rich...
haiz...
5:33 pm
sis's friends coming and i have to go and fetch...
feeling kinda hungry now...
sayang, really cant wait to see you...
love you so much so much...
I LOVE YOU!!!
4:31 pm
should have gone minitoons...
should have bought this for your brother instead...
or rather something similiar...
it cost $3.90 only...
2:53 pm
done wrapping le...
hehe...
shall give you a surprise on tmr...
love you lots...
2:51 pm
got you your stuff le...
hm... fujitsu haven call yet...
sian...
love you sayang...
shall start wrapping it now...
2:14 pm
and smthg else... for you...
love you sayang...
cant wait to see you...
*muacks*
1:21 pm
these pics managed to cool me down a bit...
but i'm still pissed!!
1:10 pm
p/s - do you use pee and poo to wash your clothes too?
1:02 pm
wonder if they'll do anything...
they better...
cos everyone is very very pissed off with them le...
12:30 pm
you told me you'll be taking the 0020 flight from Guiyang..
Silkair Flight no. M1 487...
arriving at T2 at 0520hrs...
dun think i'll be able to sleep till you arrive back in S'pore safely and soundly...
will be praying for you...
sorry i wont be there to pick you up...
sorry... i really wanted to go...
but... sorry...
but i'll be going to your place in the evening...
cant wait to see you sayang...
love you lots...
miss you...
12:20 pm
super duper pissed le....
wat the hell!!!
stupid dog owner let their dog pee on my laundry!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!
12:03 pm
sian...
good weather to nua in bed...
haiz...
miss you dearly sayang...
cant wait to see you...
love you lots...
*muacks*
9:53 am
sis's friends coming today...
need to buy food for their steamboat...
9:40 am
wondering whats wrong...
worried...
9:34 am
still no msg from you...
wondering whats wrong...
are you still sleeping?
msged you to find out why...
hm...
9:16 am
to check my hp...
no msg from you yet...
guess you are still sleeping...
love you lots sayang...
miss you...
cant wait to see you again...
7:27 am
to see if you msged me...
nope... guess you are still sleeping...
love you lots sayang...
6:32 am
missing you dearly sayang...
really cant wait for you to be back...
cant wait to see you...
nitez...
will be dreaming of you...
*muacks*
2:01 am
thorough waste of time...
not even scary...
very predictable plot...
cant seem to fall asleep now...
dunno why...
maybe cos you are coming back soon...
miss you...
1:29 am
you know the soccer game...
watching some thai ghost movie on channel u now...
neither scary nor good...
well... i cant sleep...
so wat the hell...
12:58 am
wat a long and torturous week it has been...
time always seems to be crawling ever so slowly...
but i have to tell myself...
one more day...
just one more day and my sayang will be back to me...
cant wait...
really missing you a lot now...
if i could i would fly over now just to be with you...
love you lots sayang...
love you forever...
11:44 pm
162 posts...
sorry sayang...
sorry for giving you so much nonsense to read...
really really very very sorry...
love you...
11:42 pm
watched Supernatural just now...
not bad...
taped it down for you sayang...
just in case you wanna watch too...
love you lots...
cant wait for you to be back...
11:03 pm
gigantic tang yuan they are...
made them too big...
very very bloated now...
haiz...
9:14 pm
gave you a miss call...
and accidently picked up...
nvm... you're coming back tmr le...
think the remaining credit should be enough till you're back...
sian... you're coming back tmr and your lappie is still not ready for collection yet...
sian... sis's friends coming to celebrate X'mas at my house tmr...
haiz... dun think can type much tmr le...
love you sayang...
really cant wait for you to be back...
missing you like crazy...
8:56 pm
love you lots sayang...
*muacks*
4:31 pm
made the tang yuan le...
haiz...
too bad sayang not able to eat the tang yuan i made myself...
:(
miss you sayang...
cant wait for you to be back...
4:14 pm
going to make tang yuan now...
too bad cant make for you sayang...
=(
3:57 pm
3:24 pm
love you sayang...
cant for you to come back...
then i can show it to you...
miss you...
3:20 pm
miss you sayang...
10:00 am
hm... wondering why i just have to include every mundane detail for you...
just saw on CNA, is this considered blog streaking?
i dunno...
9:11 am
feeling like a snake now...
ew...
skin flakes are dropping all over the place...
9:09 am
but i didnt receive any...
was so worried...
couldn't sleep at all...
*sobs*
feeling very giddy and having a headache now...
*sobs*
8:54 am
why dowan to reply my msg?
why did you choose to give me a miss call instead?
what is it that you dun want to let me know?
*sobs*
8:47 am
since i asked you...
are you mad at me?
feeling sick in the tummy again...
getting worried again...
8:20 am
i know i should go to sleep...
but i cant fall asleep...
no news from you yet...
:'(
8:08 am
sorry...
but i really need to know...
before i start going crazy again...
sorry...
8:00 am
at 7.13am...
you gave me a miss call...
kinda relieved now...
but still worried and confused...
are you really ok?
wat happened?
how come like that?
dun think can fall asleep now also...
haiz...
7:15 am
even if it means waking you up...
i need to know that you are ok...
finally decided to sms you and give you a miss call...
pls...
if you are ok...
gimme a reply soon...
i'm freaking out now...
7:08 am
can you hear me calling out to you?
i'm really going to freak out le...
are you really ok?
pls...
give me a miss call soon...
sayang...
are you really angry with me?
pls...
i'm going crazy le....
6:52 am
but still no news from you yet...
are you ok?
usually i would get a miss call from you about this time...
when you wake up or go out...
sayang...
is everything ok?
dun scare me...
oh god, pls dun be so cruel...
pls dun take away the only happiness i have taken so long to find...
pls, i'm begging you...
pls watch over my sayang...
pls keep her safe from harm...
and return her to me safe and sound...
pls...
6:39 am
still no news from you yet...
got scolded by my mom too...
for not sleeping the whole night...
how could i sleep?
if i dunno if my sayang is ok?
really very very very worried...
dunno what to do...
very tempted to sms or call your dad...
but i'm scared that it'll get you into trouble...
what should i do?
i really dunno...
just feel like crying...
*sobs*
5:58 am
i'm seriously going to freak out over here in singapore le...
dun even know what to type le...
very very lost, helpless and worried now...
*sobs* *sobs* *sobs* *sobs* *sobs* *sobs* *sobs* *sobs* *sobs* *sobs*
4:49 am
for not sleeping...
too worried to sleep...
sayang, are you ok?
feeling so useless...
keep asking this qn on the blog...
but not actually sms-ing you...
dunno why...
maybe i'm scared of what might have really happened...
4:23 am
i promised you that i'll sleep...
but i really cant sleep now...
still no miss call from you yet...
really cant fall asleep like that...
sayang...
pls... if everything's ok...
just give me a miss call...
4:02 am
i'm very very worried now...
is everything ok?
i dun want to sms you to ask...
cos i'm afraid that you are asleep and i might wake you up...
but then another part of me keep giving the worst case senario...
sayang...
i'm very very very worried now...
*sobs*
2:47 am
how come no miss call yet?
have you fallen asleep?
or are you really mad at me?
sayang....
12:57 am
you said you would give me a miss call before you go to bed...
but till now...
no news from you yet...
sayang, are you alright?
really cant fall asleep now...
:(
*worried*
12:33 am
love you sayang...
will be dreaming of you through the night...
miss you dearly...
*muacks*
11:57 pm
thoroughly miserable...
wish you were here... (kinda selfish i know)
but i really need you...
just to be by my side...
getting closer to 24th...
cant wait...
love you lots sayang...
11:52 pm
challenging task it was...
tough to scrub myself clean when all my joints are aching...
going to bed soon...
i think...
but not before i apply plenty of yoko yoko on myself...
*ouch*
11:50 pm
*ouch*
think will be sleeping early tonight...
11:12 pm
disorientation...
headache (but not quite a headache)
giddy (but not tt giddy)
super sick in the stomach...
super achy all over the places...
very very miserable now...
sian...
11:06 pm
went to check account balance also...
just enough for school fees...
hehe...
11:05 pm
she had a day of fun le...
pool and steamboat...
10:38 pm
cuteoverload has exceeded its bandwidth...
and has been suspended...
damn...
its really overloaded...
10:35 pm
feeling slightly better now...
there were lots of green in my vomit...
didnt rem eating any this few days...
weird...
10:31 pm
didnt know that i'll sleep till now...
haiz...
really not feeling very well now...
nauseous and achy all over...
sian...
sms-ed you that it freezing cold...
you didnt know that i'm talking about myself...
and you told me to beat 1degrees...
if i'm one degree, it would be dar dar no more...
hehe... not your fault... glad that you dunno...
dowan you to worry...
love you lots sayang...
cant wait for you to return...
*muacks*
10:15 pm
didnt eat much...
still feeling very very cold now...
dunno why...
think i'm falling sick...
not gonna tell you...
dun want you to worry...
love you lots sayang...
think its gonna rain soon... again...
haiz...
7:47 pm
after watching one dvd of 'Friends'...
wish i was watching it with you...
miss you sayang...
feeling really really cold now...
dunno if its just the weather...
or am i falling sick...
miss you sayang...
really cant wait for you to be back...
love you lots...
7:06 pm
yeah?!
school fees will be deducted tmr...
yeah?!
haiz....
6:53 pm
cant believe i've survived 5 days without you...
it has been totally unbearable not being able to hear your voice and hold you in my arms...
day 5 and already at the 122nd post...
dunno why i just have to type every single thing here...
maybe i just want you to know what i've been doing...
and how i feel...
tts how much you mean to sayang...
i love you...
4:42 pm
you told me that you are not angry with me...
and told me to scold him if it would make me feel better...
but i dowan...
i dowan to start anythg that might affect you...
i just want him to be out of the picture totally...
i want this chapter to be closed...
its our future that i want...
because i love you sayang...
4:36 pm
no reply from you since i've confess to you...
are you mad at me sayang?
i'm really very sorry for what i've done...
but what i've done is out of my love for you...
sayang, i'm sorry...
love you...
4:15 pm
finally decided that i should let you know first...
think that he might have sms-ed your singtel number too..
and so that you can be mentally prepared when you see the msg...
now, i just waiting for your reply...
anxious and scared...
anxious that you'll be hurt...
and scared that you'll be mad at me...
sayang...
i'm really really very very sorry...
i just hope that you can forgive me...
what i did was because i love you...
sorry...
4:05 pm
3 pair of jeans...
thats all i washed today...
arms are fully achy now...
sianz...
3:49 pm
still very very achy...
*ouch*
seems like its going to rain again...
misses you more with each passing second...
cant wait for you to be back...
really feel like just sleep away the time till your return...
love you lots...
1:54 pm
feeling super duper bored...
dun feel like going out also...
so used to going out with you...
the streets just seems so different without you by my side...
miss you lots sayang...
cant wait for you to be back...
love you...
1:14 pm
2 slices of kaya toast...
and iced-coffee...
really missing you now...
no appetite at all...
why is time passing by so slowly...
its so torturous waiting for sunday...
really want to go pick you up on sunday...
but i'm scared that your parents will not be happy...
haiz...
wat should i do?
12:22 pm