Who: Edwin, Sayang's Dar, Kitty's Puppy, Angel's Devil
What: Male
When: 21/09/1984 (Virgo/Mice)
Where: Singapore
How: Erm...... Ah..... Eh..... Haha.....
Why: To love, to hug, to kiss and to take care of Sayang
Whose: Sayang
Friends' Review:
"edwin-ahhhhhhhh....heh..yea yea i
still love u anyway fer being tt
maniacal lil bully tt u are..heh..i
tell u guys this guy is a GEM!!big
macho facade but a real fren a real
softie..miss his idiosyncrasies, most
of all his dark satirical humor..he
was one of e lights in my class back
in ny...dude dun let e dogs out ye
hear?aight man, crash..." Syah, 02112003
"was my section mate during BMT.. was a
very good friend during those times..
missed those times where we will be
crapping together in bunk and playing
daidee... and bitching about certain
people in our section.. *wink* must
keep in touch ya?" Eugene, 02112003
"Known u 4 only 4 months in BMT but we
gone thru' alot of shit together......
muz endure somemore till ORD lehhhh......" Kangwei, 01112003
"yo friend.. how life been for u?? long
time never meet up liao.. take care..
anyway been friend for 12 yrs liao..
long indeed. from pri to sec to jc.. a
nice and joyful friend to be with..
funny and talk cock at times.. think
know u the longest wan here.. hey
girls! nice guy to be with... :)" Zhiyao, 23102003
"Aww come on, let's face it -- Eddie has
this ridiculous, streakish and backlash
humour that nobody in his teens would
harbour for, has a craving for or
appreciate. Maybe there are many more
guys with a more serious humour problem
than him, I do not know, but this guy
definitely has a penchant for idiotic
sub-zero ironies and jokes comin' out
from none other than the freeZer! Other
than that, i know him as this sensitive
fella with own high standards of
himself, without crazy whims, but is
pliant, adaptable wif some bits of
emotional waves in his subconsciousness
but most importantly, he's truly a loyal
friend who keeps a storage trunk smwhere
buried in the back of his head for those
memories you once shared with him." Layling, 20102003
forever loving you...
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Promised not to cry anymore, but I just can't do it. Sorry... My heart is totally broken... I can really feel the pain... physically... seriously, I rather it be me... forever loving you...
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10:42 pm
love you sayang... no one can make me feel the way you make me feel...
without you, my life would not be complete...
just want to spent the rest of my life with you...
love you so much...
*muacks*
8:24 am
wish i could spend the night with you...
but... haiz...
nvm... we still have forever to spend time together...
love you so much sayang...
dun ever want to let you go...
love you forever...
*muacks*
11:13 pm
10:58 pm
why? why do you have to like that everytime?
you know how much it hurts for me to see you like that and you dun allow me to do anything to help you?
you know how useless i feel?
you know how much i hate myself for this?
please... i'm always here...
and this is what i'm here for... isn't it?
to help thru everything...
i'm with you now...
we are supposed to face everything together...
but...
please....
please...
10:32 pm
I love you... without you, I would not know what to do....
Love you sayang...
Love you so much...
I LOVE YOU!!!
10:13 pm
job descriptions: go to work, start taking x-rays with the aim of clearing off the queue,you do the job alone, job done in a few mins, patients dun rem who the hell are you...
RT: using radiation to treat lesions.
job descriptions: go to work, work as a team, interact with patients, treat them, send them off, patient recover, they remember you...
which one will you choose?
10:05 pm
i dunno... i'm very confused now... desperately need some help...
think i should talk to mj, vj and aj soon... before its too late...
Sayang, thank you for supporting me no matter what decision i make...
love you so much...
11:06 pm
went to the chevy showroom for a test drive with the aim of getting the free petrol voucher...
end up dad decided that he liked the car so much that he want a second car...
haiz... really have to pia for my scholarship le, if not i think i'll be forced to quit school soon...
then at home when keeping laundry...
i dropped the bamboo pole on my head...
ended up having headache throughout the rest of the day...
sorry sayang, its not that i dun want to tell you, just that you are out with your mommy... i dun want to get you worried and ended up making your mommy in anyway... sorry...
then sayang told me that she'll be gg guizhou for vac during the Dec holidays...
8 days in total... leaving on 16th, coming back on 24th morning...
sorry sayang... i really wanted to go with you, really... but now, esp now, i really cant... sorry... but i want you to go too... i want you to go to these places... becoz with me right now, its not really possible to bring you there... sorry... i love you... but i promise you, i'll work hard... so that in future, i can bring you there...
i think later when going to fetch my dad, he wants supper... sianz...
i still have sch tmr lor...
haiz...
9:59 pm
Sayang, I love you... I'm not trying to hold you back or anything, but during the lesson, you really didnt talk to me, didnt respond to me, thats why I was so sad as well... Promise me... Dun ever say that you are not worthy of me... I love you...
Went out with Sayang today, was supposed to go Library on the Sea then mug... in the end, after having CJ chilli cheese burger and chilli cheese fries for lunch, we were too full to study... walked around a bit... ran into Sharon too... lol... then now Sayang's tummy very upset now... think the things we ate today was too acidic... :(
Sorry Sayang, should not have let you eat all those things...
I love you...
9:21 pm
sorry... i love you...
11:17 pm
My heart is totally shattered...
10:59 pm
but i feel sad whenever i know that there is smthg that you really like and i cant get it for you...
haiz...
its not that this relationship is base on expensive gifts and stuff...
but just bringing that smile and making you happy is...
haiz...
i love you sayang...
if i could i would...
9:04 pm
the most dreaded place of all... haiz...
8:54 pm
am i sick?
10:33 pm
had a bugging headache almost throughout the day...
end up only making sayang worried abt me only...
sorry sayang...
i love you...
love you so much...
9:33 pm
finished a truckload of laundry today...
super tired now...
*yawnz*
10:28 pm
haiz... why they have to keep doing this to me?
i dun see my friends doing the same thing, why do i have to?
i know i have my responsibilities in this family but is it really fair?
you keep saying that we are a burden for you...
if so, why have us in the first place?
if we didnt exist, you would not be so angry too...
have you ever spared a thought of how we feel?
do actually know what we are looking for?
*sobs*
9:09 pm
told you i was preoccupied with smthg...
that smthg was hearing you thru the phone last night...
when you were...
when i was crying...
was very very sad and heartbroken...
was forgetting i was holding my scissors by its blade...
sorry...
i promise i'll be more carefull next time...
i promise this wont happen again...
sayang, i love you...
pls dun cry k?
pls dun feel sorry k?
i'm ok...
its just a small cut...
I LOVE YOU
10:43 pm
sad and hurt
i love you...
11:01 pm
went to see sayang after school today...
totally heartbroken during all the episodes of headaches...
managed to hold back the tears there...
but now...
:'(
I love you sayang...
7:47 pm
stop crying for you...
stop worrying about you...
i love you...
6:49 pm
sorry for not being able to be by your side to take care of you...
it has to be me who has passed the virus to you...
its always me...
seems like i'm always the one that bring down and hold back everyone...
maybe thats why most pple dun like me being around...
sorry sayang...
sorry...
I love you...
:'(
*sobs*
7:59 pm
sayang has tonsil infection...
and fever of 38.7....
*heartbroken*
how i wish i could be with you now...
i love you...
8:31 pm
very very sian now...
haiz...
sayang is sick and i cant take care of her...
sianz...
*heartbroken*
5:03 pm
means more mozzies...
means more pple crowding round my counter...
chit chatting with their friends...
feel so lonely now...
haiz...
missing you a lot now sayang...
i love you
2:10 pm
Me: "wheelchair, information, lost and found...etc"
Man: " Oh, you dun provided free pruning svcs at my house ah?"
Me:"..........."
10:38 am
haiz... wondering if i should have taken this offer...
dun seem like i'll have enuff time to study for my e-quiz this tues and wed...
haiz... think have to burn midnight oil le...
sian... means will be getting headaches again...
Sayang, I love you...
I really love you a lot a lot...
I really could not imagine what life will be without you by side...
There's nothing more I will wish for than for you to be happy...
and to spent time with you... 24/7...
Love you so much...
I miss you...
I love you...
8:32 am
sorry for the prev. post...
pls dun cry le...
i love you...
9:37 pm
its not because you are feeling depressed or fustrated or anythg...
it because of this words:
WHY CAN'T U GO TO SLP AND LEAVE ME ALONE????
the words cut so deep...
it hurts so much...
i dun even know what i can do now...
if i can really fall asleep now...
what does it mean?
sayang... you know i love you...
and i'll be there no matter what...
but why are you not telling me anything?
why do you have to keep doing this to me again and again... time after time....
why you keep saying that you are not worthy of me?
i've told you i dun mind your past...
i love you for who you are...
what else is there that u cant tell me?
i dunno...
i only know i wont be able to sleep tonight...
and if u are not going to sch tmr...
i dun think i'm gg too...
there's no point...
i'll spend the whole day worryied and distracted...
NO POINT....
tears are falling as i'm typing this post...
you are refusing to tell me whats wrong...
you are refusing to pick up my call...
you are refusing everything...
i dunno what i can do anymore...
maybe i should just leave you alone...
but i cant...
i really cant do it...
feeling so useless now...
seeing you so depressed now..
and yet there is nothing i can do for you...
it really seemed like i've brought you nothing but misery...
think of how many times that i've made you unhappy..
and of the times that you were unhappy becos of me...
there seems to be more tears than laughter...
i dunno...
if this is a mistake... which i really hope it isnt...
maybe...
but i want you to know that i love you...
and i'll always do...
sayang...
i'm always here for you...
9:15 pm